Hello readers ♥'s

Early morning post blog actually quite common uhr.
To me, it's not. damn emo now.
Keep typo typing. I shall tell you what actually happened.

It's 9.35am now.
Just now i woke up by my mother.
She told me, and show me, my spectacle.
It's broken.
& Yeah, by my dog. Chloe.
Question is, how she is able to get in the room, when my sister was bathing in the toilet.
OH , She the fucking one who let Chloe in when she's going to bathe.
Just because she keep scratching the door, and expect pity from her.
But hey, why is that every night Chloe also doing the pity-ness, and yet my sister can like hack care. Oh whatever i guess.
Seriously to you, sister.
If you think this impact to me, is much smaller, then i think you don't understand me at all.
It's fucking big impact.
I know i'm sound crazy right now.
Without spectacle, can wear contact lens mahs.
But hey, I'm not that kind who wore contact lens.
Or, can make new one mahs,
Our family isn't that rich you know.
Or something like, you can see without spec mahs.
Do you know, how many typo i can write now.
My eyesight image is blur. I can't see anything.
Unless i'm really close to the lappy,phone or whatever i'm gonna look at.
Everytime i want to look clearly, my eyes and head hurt.
I wish i don't have to get up from bed.
I wish to lie down on bed like forever.
Blur image. I hate it.
When i suppose to meet darling today,
YOU SIMPLY FUCKING RUIN IT.
I still looking forward for it.
Suppose to buy @cash to change ign today.
Seriously, it's being your fault.
& Yet you said it's mine fucking fault.
Yeahyeah, my fault, because i din't put at your fucking table.
My fault because you fucking let her in.
& Now grandmother is nagging @ me.
My fault alrights.
Shouldn't have stay at home. It totally sucks to the max.
I know every family has it's problems.
I wont make it sound like my family it's the worst.
But at least to me, It totally fucking sucks.
I wish i could grow faster and die quicker.
Fuck your mother world.
Fuck it.
Hate it.
I fucking hate you all.
Hate this family.
Sucks.
& you'r right, i'm a crybaby.
Without my spec, first thing i'll do is to cry.
Crycrycrycry.
Useless hur?
Forget it, i'm useless in my life anyways.
Life sucks.
Fucking hate to born in this fucking world with fucking emotions.
Fuck it !

Go and die.
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